So, I kinda dissappeared for a while. Sorry. But my life has been thoroughly turned upside down.
See those? Pregnancy tests. Positive ones. O. M. G.
Right now I'm ten (ish) weeks along in all my queasy, exhausted glory.
It's not that we didn't want another baby. It's just so soon. This was not in my plans. And since I have a policy of transparency....I'm having a really hard time being as excited about #3 as I was about the boys. When people say "Congratulaions!" or "Aren't you excited?!", I force a smile and say thank you. But all I really want to say is "I'm freaking scared out of my mind!"
Our car fits two carseats. Only two. Our apartment has two bedrooms. Only two. Our finances support two kids. Only two. What the heck are we gonna do?
I know God has a purpose and a plan for all of this. I KNOW that. But, boy, is it hard to get my heart and brain to work together in this whole faith thing.
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